To search for one's true love,
you must first find your true self.
Don't just love yourself, though.
Love the people around you who truly care for you.
为了寻找自己的真爱，
你必须先找到你真正的自我。
不只是爱自己，虽然。
爱你周围的人谁真正关心你。
My Prince, please find me... 我的王子，请找我...
My name is Xiao Yu Di. I love Pochacco, Mangas, Reading, Cup O Noodle, Ramen, Muffins, Performing, Internet, Writing, Sleep, and one
particular guy.
我的名字是小雨滴。 我爱PC狗，曼加斯，读，杯Ø面，拉面，松饼，表演，上网，写作，睡眠，和一个特别的人。
Someone who likes to sing, shine, and at times shy;
Someone who's not afraid to show a lot of emotion;
Someone who's a few years older than me.
I'd date someone who isn't that tall,
but isn't that short (for me) either;
Someone who is average,
Someone who loves to write lyrics, watching movies, and learn Chinese
(I'm not Chinese either, but I'm learning).
Last off, I'll love a guy who has nice skinship,
who's not afraid to be a little bit bad sometimes, ;-)
and who's willing to spend time with an average girl...
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Thursday, April 22, 2010
Life's Plan
Have you ever realized what you actually want to do in your life? Adults keep telling you when you're young that "...you may have a dream in mind now, but the sooner you get older, the sooner you change your mind and go practical ways in your career path..." Other adults may tell you to "live your life to the fullest, but at least find an occupation or hobby that's practical for you to make money." Practicalnormal jobs = $$$$ Practicalprofessional jobs = $$$$$$+ up Haven't you ever realized that you can make a living out of something you want to do - just anything basically - as long as you work really hard? Don't fall into a Depression era, please.
To the person or people who are reading this certain blog entry right now, read carefully on what I have to type out: Live life to however the way you want it. Be happy! Learn to be at peace with yourself; whether you're busy doing homework or working hard at your jobs.
You may find out the finer things in life if you really open your eyes to the world. Money's not always important in life... although some people may think it is because we are born to learn that money is important in everything. But it's not. If we all work together, we can probably make Earth Day everyday; a part of our daily lives. So, go forth and have fun! Start participating in the things you want to do! No one would actually stop you... ;-)
One day, you just might find the thing or things that are most important to you in your life from that point on. :-)
10 AM in the morning, and my little sister and I ended up not going to Drumline practice due to heavy rain and the waxed band room floor that Ulises looks like he's having fun in.
Just running around, back and forth like an idiot.
And next thing you know, it turns into sunshine quickly aroundnoon to 1 PM.
Still at the process of translating my English blogs of this year into Mandarin Chinese.
But for now, I'm extremely busy.
For one, I need to eat because my mother says so.
If you're ever visiting our house, you MUST eat.
Feels like it's a rule or something here.
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Okay, now I've been done eating a long time ago.
Just got back from the mall.
Thought I would get to go to the library to drop books and pick up new ones, but I realize we only have time for that tomorrow.
When my family went out, they went to the bank after dropping off 2 of the kids that my mother tutors.
Afterwards, we all ended up eating out at the Goldilocksrestaurant + store.
My father wanted to eat lomi, but it turns out they ran out of lomi! hahaha
He ended up eating mami. :-)
When we got to the mall afterwards, I could've sworn I saw Miko.
(Note: I'm starting to forget who's who from last year's blog posts, so I'll have to just use the 1st names of the people I interact with in my life.)
Now, I know a few guys named Miko.
But this is THE guy.
This is the Miko who's father had been friends with my father ever since they started working together.
This is the Miko who I've spent my childhood years with ever since I could remember practically anything at the time.
This is the Miko who I've counted how many girlfriends he had in the past.
This is the Miko who decided to lose contact with me after the 7th grade of February.
This is the same Miko who hasn't contacted me in 4 years, and who last year I decided not to call him Kuya anymore.
("Kuya" means "older brother" in Tagalog.)
As my mother, my sister, and I opened the glass mall door, I could've sworn I saw him coming right out past me.
He was a bit skinnier now, and he looked kind of just like me with the glasses he was now wearing.
It was typical of him to be with a pretty girl at the time.
This was today, and I even told my mother and my little sister what I thought I saw.
Immediately not looking back (and not caring), they told me it wasn't really him.
But I'm sticking to my gut and still definitely know that I saw him.
After all these years...
I really wished for him to be like an older brother to me again, but apparently life don't roll that way.
I'm typing really quick as fast as I can so that my mother could use the computer.
I spent about $39 at Anchor Blue and ended up with $38in my wallet.
I wanted to save at least$6for next week when I go back to school.
I figured I could give Roxane (Treasurer of the Anime Club) the money so she could collect all $30 together and turn it into the computer so that I can go to the Anime Expo.
So far, I don't think I'm there yet, but I won't give up on saving money! :-)
Plus, I need to save more money so that I can go shop good stuff downtown.
Like, around Chinatown.
Haven't been there since I was 10 years old.
I have a small red Chinese traditional blouse, and now I feel like I need to buy a new one.
I have a hunch that prices might be cheaper downtown anyway....
I'm planning to go Friday with my family.
Either that, or I can actually try to go with friends.
But then again, most people might probably say that they "have plans" and are "too busy" to go out on one night with me.
But, I mean, come on!
I barely go out with anyone!
And even my little sister acts like she's cooler than me simply because she goes out with people!
Just now my mother gave my little sister $8 from my wallet.
So now I have $30.
Starting tomorrow, I'll continue doing my homework.
I just wish I get to hang out with friends in the evening like other teens do.
It's just a matter of trust and closeness relationships with people.
I was planning on taking the SATs, but my mother decided I should just take the exams when I'm ready.
It'll be very soon until the time for taking tests ends and I'll have to fill in my college applications.
Man, it's hard to be a junior in high school!
There's $89 I'll never receive to take exams.
I still need to buy a few essential school supplies from morning glory.
Man, I love that store. :)
Haven't been going there lately. :(
Ahh~~ I still remember when the guy with a moustache, who looked sort of like a thug (which some people I guess barely talk to but he's fun to be around), started going about, telling people's fortune on school campus with fortune telling cards.
I observed how the dude told each person's fortune.
(I couldn't remember his name at the moment, so I'll just call him Ah Ben for now.
He actually moved a couple of months ago. :[ )
For the last 5 minutes of lunch, I asked Ah Ben to tell my fortune.
The way he told everyone their fortune seemed really realistic.
Right before the bell rang (1 minute), Ah Ben told me that my future was about love.
He advised me to not jump into a relationship so quick, because at the moment it's not the best idea to even start one.
Following his advice, I thought about who I would have a crush on at the moment.
Because whoever my crush was at the moment was the person I'd have to stay friends for a while.
And I started to think of... a friend.
...man, how long until I actually get to find a prince to call my own?...
Anyways, yesterday was my school's 1st drumline show.
We've got 2nd place, but that was okay, seeing how most of the drumline are new players.
1st place was L.A. High, which coincidentally L.A. High hosted & always hosted the drumline competitions.
(L.A. High is another name for the real school's name, so it's not Los Angeles High, alright?)
But after we performed, we undressed our uniforms, and watched L.A. High's drumline.
They were actually pretty good.
LoL Half our drumline sat on the farther side of the gym seats from where we were at.
Did I mention yesterday was also Rahmel's birthday?
Well, it was also my sister's friend's birthday, but I knew Rahmel more than her, so... my bad.
Just now I finished watching Legally Blondes on Disney Channel. :)
Nice movie. :D
As I lay quietly on my recent updated bed, I've remembered January the 7th, when Ozzy finally joined the drumline.
He's now on the mallet line section, playing the chimes and the glockenspiel (a.k.a. bells).
I not only play the xylophone, I'm Section Leader of the Mallet part of the Drumline.
I'm still hoping for that one prince to pop into my life someday,but I've really been busy lately.:(
Thursday, April 22, 2010
