My Twisted Sunshine / 我扭阳光

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Jonghyun's POV
What's wrong with me? Why did I have that random dream?
....the sky....Nikka....her ideas...
....that kiss.....OMO! THAT KISS!!!
That was what I've been thinking about while a girl (again, I presume she's called Abby) and a few of the managers and faculty staff from SM Entertainment tried convincing Connie, Nikka's sister, to join the SM family. They were all in the living room, Onew included.
Onew left me in charge of the rest of the people to watch over the sleeping Nikka and Key in the now unlocked bedroom. Oh yeah, Nikka went back to sleep after everyone calmed down. Taemin told me that she hadn't seen her sleeping well lately. I hope she gets to rest for a bit now.
What dawned on me the most was that Taemin acted differently around Nikka. He cared for her deeply, since she was the first person willing to take care of him in America. Key whispered to the rest of us right after we got to America from the jet plane what had happened.

~Flashback~
"- and that's what I saw! I swear, they look like they like each other!" Key's rambling never stopped for a second breath.
I guess this isn't what you call a whisper...

"Key-hyung, are you sure they weren't blushing because of hormones? Teenagers tend to act like they like another person, but it only turns out that they're just friends." said Minho.

What he just said was so mature. Minho, are you sure you're not 19 years old?

Minho's comment didn't go through to Key, apparently. He kept going on about what his son "Taemin" will do to "Nikka", his new sister. He always goes like this. Onew was supposed to be the appa (father), but due to lack of fatherly imagery 24/7, I got stuck with that title. I guess it's because fans seem to think I'm closer to Key than Onew is. Damn that internet!

I looked around me and I noticed Onew wasn't here yet. Maybe he was on a scheduling conflict, and had to come to America later. Yeah, that was probably it.

I looked at the person next to me. Minho was trying to calm Key down.
He's the only one without a family nickname. Although I feel he's left out, he's lucky. At least he didn't get stuck with the mother.
Oh, and did I mention Key's supposed to be the umma (mother) of this group?

"Omo! What shall I do?! It's incest!" Key hollered out.
Retard. You archaic maniac!
"Just lead us to her, or I swear I'll divorce you." I snapped. All 3 of us quickly got our luggage and hopped into the black SUV before any fan we've noticed would catch us.

~End of Flashback~

I continued to stare at the sleeping beauty in front of me.
From Taemin's form of care, I don't think he's into this girl that much. Thank God, or else Key might do something. I'll just ignore him.
Key managed to catch my attention, though.

"That archaic-looking beast! She fell on top of me! On purpose!" he screamed beneath a cow pillow on a small but high bed.
Minho was outside, fixing the mess that Key made. Specifically the broken window.
My eyes wandered across the room to Taemin on the floor. He looks like he could use some sleep.
"Just sleep, Taemin." I said. And with that, he fell sideways onto the carpeted floor and slept just like that.
I was on the large bed sitting next to Nikka. She looked peacefully resting.
My eyes looked back at Key and the window.

How did he managed to get in here earlier?

Key's POV
a half hour ago...

That little brat! I'm so going to kill her!

I stomped outside to get some fresh air. Didn't do me any good.

There's got to be a way in~

I noticed that Minho was staring at an almost broken window. The same window which gives sunlight and air to the room inside. The same room which the demon locked herself into. I grinned with delight.

"That's it, Minho! You're the best!"

He turned in surprise to find me outside here. "What are you talking about?"

I ran past him to the almost broken window. "I shall find a way to enter this room, one way or another!" I exclaimed. I can feel myself surge with excitement.
"I'll get to that demon before anyone else can! I am the Almighty Key, for crying out loud!" I boasted with delight.
I managed to break the window without having glass to spill anywhere; inside or outside the house. I am awesome.

Minho stopped looking up at the sky to see what I was doing instead. "Hyung, you're not serious, are you?"
I ignored him and climbed into the bedroom. He reluctantly climbed after me with the window, and I bet he's going to repair it from the inside of the house to make sure no one will suspect us of doing such actions.
I hopped onto a bed that was closest to the window. The bedroom seems pretty cozy and cute, but then I found the little demon trying to block the bedroom door. Hehehe...she thinks I'm still outside that door.
I crept up behind her and pulled her into an embrace, covering her mouth from screaming at the door. She struggled and bit my finger, which caused me to yelp, thus making me angry. I couldn't control my temper. I raised my fist to punch her, but then -

"Yah! We're going in!" "Abby-sshi's here! She found a way to open the door!" "Where the hell is Key?!" "Minho-hyung's missing, too~!"

The door opened fast, which bumped Konini, the demon, from the back of her head and fell on top of me. My fist somehow tried to hold her head, but it ended up knocking her head closer to mine. I could feel that I blushed at the same time she did.

Then I realized she was on top of me. And we were so close to each other...

"Hey! Get off of him! He's mine!" Onew shouted. Now he wants to act like the appa? I snapped back to reality and tried getting up, but the demon's eyes were staring into mine. I stopped hearing the yells from other people, staring back into her eyes.

You know, with a little bit of a touch here and there, she wouldn't look so -

My thoughts were interrupted when Minho quickly picked the demon off me and held her tightly in his arms.

"Hyung, you could've let go of her when she was on top of you."

What Minho said struck to me. I remember my arm was about to swing to punch her, but it swung behind her neck and locked her close to me as I fell earlier.

Why didn't I let go?

I stood up quickly, brushing whatever stuff was on my outfit. I looked around and noticed a glass of water on a shelf next to a box of pills. I picked up the pills and read the box carefully.

"Konini, were you sick?" I asked her.

"........" It took me a moment to realize she didn't make a comment when I called her Konini just now.

"The side effects state here that if she didn't take enough medicine tablets, she'd have terrible mood swings."

Upon hearing that, Minho felt Konini's forehead with his big hand. I twitched at their contact. It seems that Taemin did, too. I noticed his big body looked like it was covering, or rather protecting, the little demon in front of him. For some reason, I felt a bit angry. It seems that Taemin felt that way, also.

"...she only has a small fever." He extended his hand towards me and motioned for me to give him what was in my hands.
I gave him the tablets and watched Minho give the kid her medicine. She pushed his hand away from him.

"No! I don't want to take it! What if I choke?"
"Then I'll make sure that doesn't happen to you." Minho replied.
"Yeah, right! I'm not EVER taking that!"
"Your fever needs to go down - "
"Then I'll wait until it goes down!"
"Your sister would get worried about you if - "
"Well she can go SUCK IT! I don't want ANYTHING to do with her!"
You will never want to see the look on Minho's face. His flaming charisma turned wild. You could tell he was getting impatient.
His eyes darted directly into hers.
"Take the medicine, or I'll bite your mouth."

......what did he just say?..........

"You said you didn't want to take medicine, right? Fine by me."
He leaned down even more towards the girl's face. She pushed him quickly right before their lips were in contact.
All of us stared at those 2 for a really long time. I could tell because all our mouths dropped when Minho said that line.
Konini takes the medicine from Minho's hands, then throws them in her mouth. She grabs the glass of water near me on the bookshelf and drinks it on her way out.

I noticed Jjong was awake when Minho said those words. He was sitting on the floor in the hallway as the girl had passed by him. His jaw dropped as well, and I noticed his hands were covering the ears of a sleeping girl. I almost forgot about Nikka!

I quickly spun around as everyone else left the room. Now it's just me and Minho in the bedroom.
I ran up to him and smacked him on the side of his head.

"What the hell was that just now?!"

He looked at me, then turned away quickly. I found bright pink circles forming on his cheeks.
"She-she just looked cute when she looked like that..."

....did Minho have a crush on the demon?! And why her?!

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# random thougths @ 9:34 AM

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Onew's POV

A half hour went by, and still nothing. By now, I see Nikka on the floor, crying her silent tears out. Jong coaxed her with his low whispers, saying none of this was her fault. He was simply making her feel better, but there was a pain in my chest and I felt uneasy standing in front of them, standing in front of the locked bedroom door.

I slowly made my way to the living room. It seems no one else saw Nikka crying on the floor in the hallway. Taemin just hung up on his cellphone and turned to see me behind him.

"Onew-hyung! I've got an idea!" his maknae smiled brightly up in my face.

I noticed Minho stopped reading one of the books that were randomly in the living room to look at Taemin. Key came over with a sponge in his hand. All wide eyes were now on the absentminded Key, who looked like he wandered off somewhere.

A wet, sudsy sponge in his hands...that girlish lost look on his face.....do you have the Onew condition?

Key's POV

Everyone turned to stare at me as I came over, overhearing that Taemin has an idea for the sister bonding.

But, shouldn't we all be looking at Taemin since he spoke up? Why's everybody looking at me for?

"Key," Onew began "your hand."

I looked down to find a sponge in my hands. I looked at it in confusion. "When was this here?"

Then everyone gave me that Are you seriously asking? look, as if I had the Onew condition. This was rare for me. I didn't even remember what I did or how I got a sponge. Then, I just remembered. I slapped my face with my free hand.

"Oh yeah, I guess I've been spacing out for a while." I looked behind me, and there were stacks of clean dishes in the sink. "See? I've been cleaning out whatever was in my head."

But then I thought, What does it matter if I had a sponge in my hand? I was clearly washing the dishes absentmindedly - WAIT!

"Oh, you guys are all perverted!" I hollered out, "How could you be thinking like that at a time like this? Two loving sisters are having a family dispute!"

Now everyone in the living room stopped staring at me and looked away. I clearly made my point, and noticed 2 people missing from the perverted group.

"Where's Jjong and Nikka?" I asked.

I guess that's when everybody else noticed what I've just noticed now. Except for Onew. He looked annoyed for some reason. He pointed towards the hallway. All of us peered in the hallway at an unusual sight. There was Kim Jonghyun, sleeping with his arms around Nikka for comfort. Nikka seems to be sleeping, also. But there was something about her that changed just now, but I can't seem to put my finger on it -

"She's been crying herself to sleep silently." I turn around and saw Onew's face. Never have I seen him this envious at a girl. But why? Then, his next words hit me with an answer to my own silent question.

"Jjong made sure she was calm and comforted her." Did I detect jealousy? I turned the other way when Taemin started speaking next to me.

"She told me she rarely cries in her life. She'll only cry once she feels she gets pushed to the edge."

"Pushed to the edge? Like being bullied?" asked Minho.

Taemin nodded, and I remembered the hurtful words that everyone at Nikka's old school, even her sister, had called her.

I furiously stomped to the locked bedroom door and pounded the door like a crazy lunatic. Onew tried to calm me down, but he knew I couldn't just retaliate. He vacillated, then continued to try to hold me as I continued pounding on the door, screaming to Nikka's so-called sister in defense for Nikka.

Minho's POV

I stood beside the hallway as I watched Key-hyung make furious remarks towards the locked door. Onew-hyung's been trying to calm him down. I glanced at the sleeping couple on the floor. Jonghyun-hyung and Nikka, huh? It's amazing how they can sleep when Key-hyung's hollering at the top of his lungs. From what Key-hyung told me privately before we came here, he said Taemin and Nikka were an "item". Didn't seem like that to me. I hovered over Taemin as he got a text from his cellphone. He noticed me staring at him, then he cheekily smiled.

"Abby-sshi's coming. She's bringing a vacillate contract for Connie. I have an idea."

I got confused. "Who's Abby?"

"She's one of the SM applicants who auditioned. It took a while, but they decided to accept her into training. As soon as I heard about her acceptance, I decided to give a call. She's Filipino by the way, like Nikka and Connie."

"Oh." Then I got where he was going at. "You want her to form a group with these 2?"

I pointed to one of the sleeping beauties on the floor and the screaming kid that's supposedly behind the locked bedroom door.

Taemin just sighed. "I'll make this work. I have a good feeling about these 3 girls. I just know it."

Then, he started to help Onew-hyung calm Key-hyung down. I can hear the little girl's screams from the locked bedroom, hollering some English words towards Key-hyung.

I can tell they were bad words, because Key-hyung tried finding a way to quickly open the door. To my amazement, the door didn't have a handle. But whatever was left of the door handle managed to lock the bedroom door.

"...I'm going to kill that brat..." Key-hyung mumbled under his breath as he tried to find a way to open the door.

I just couldn't take any more of this drama, so I walked out the front door. As I closed the screen door, I quickly looked to my left after hearing a scratching noise. I felt my eyes widen as I stared at a couple of teenagers trying to break the window. What the hell?

"HEY! GET OUT OF HERE! THIS ISN'T YOUR HOUSE! NEVER COME BACK HERE, YOU HEAR ME?!"

....that was me shouting English.

Fortunately, those kids understood me and ran away.

That's when Key-hyung got out of the house by himself and saw me staring at an almost broken window.

"That's it, Minho! You're the best!"

I turned in surprise. "What are you talking about?"

He ran past me to the almost broken window. "I shall find a way to enter this room, one way or another!" he exclaimed.

...is he for real?

Ignoring his "Almighty-ness", I looked up at the sky. The sun was about to set, and I saw 2 random stars, shimmering so brightly across the sky.

Why is the sky... so memsmerizing?

Jonghyun's POV

For no reason, I apparently started drifting to sleep. On Nikka. On a girl I barely even know. On someone who's as old as Taemin. That's about 3 years younger than me.

Noona is so pretty~
Crazy~
Replay Replay Replay~

Who's singing Replay? I turn around and see a girl dressed in a white dress, laying on the grass with her back on the ground. I recognize her.
"Nikka!" I called out to her. She stopped singing and looked up at me. I smiled cheekily.
"So you have heard of our songs."
She nodded in delight and motioned for me to lie down next to her on the grass. So I did. We both looked up at the sky. It looked like daylight, but at the same time it felt like night. All of a sudden, I started singing Onew's part in the song.

Noona you're my MVP~
I know your nerves make you a bit stiff~

"MVP." That was the 1st thing Nikka said to me since I found her lying here.
"Huh?" That's all I could say.
"MVP. Melody Versus Parody. 3 intials for 3 people in one group. Me, Connie, and that girl - Abby. Konini keeps talking about how cool she is on the internet and her audition."
"Hehe. You know, Key's going to start calling Connie by Konini because of you."
"Haha, yeah, whatever."
"So that'll be your group name? Is there another meaning?"
There was a long pause.
"All 3 of us are Filipino, so we'll be sort of exclusive in Korean and Chinese entertainment. Thus, we've become MVPs." She faces me with a grin on her face.
"Like it?"
I pondered on about it. "I like it." I flashed her my killer smile.
This girl may be plain, but there's something special about her.

Oppa you're so handsome~
Girls won't leave you alone~
Honestly I know your shaky feelings~

I blushed after hearing that.
Was she tring to confess?
Shaking my head, I sat up, and looked down next to me. Nikka looked right back up to me, smiling with her rainbow eyes. I swear, she could totally pass as Onew's sister!
I suggested, "You should sing the female version for Replay as your debut song. But find a different tone and beat so people don't go all anti-fan on you."
I made her chuckle softly. I couldn't resist. I bent down over her and kissed her softly on the lips.

~*~
"Yah! We're going in!" "Abby-sshi's here! She found a way to open the door!" "Where the hell is Key?!" "Minho-hyung's missing, too~!"
...in the midst of waking up, I heard random screaming coming fom everywhere all at once. I slowly opened my eyes to find Taemin alongside a girl (I assume she's Abby, by the shouting voices) opening the door. Onew's yelling Key to come over and bring Minho. When the door swung open, a little girl in big glasses I believe to be Connie stumbled and fell on the floor. On top of Key. In the background of the room, you can see Minho trying to repair the window from the inside of the house.

The first thing I could think about when I fully woke up was:
This a really odd group. Why are we here again?

Someone stirred from their sleep underneath my arms' embrace. I looked down to see Nikka waking up from her slumber sleep.
She looks pretty cute when she's sleeping...Sleeping Beauty...
I smiled at the thought, unaware of Key's rantings about the little brat on top of him.

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# random thougths @ 10:03 PM

Nikka's P.oint O.f V.iew
I've never realised how the trees change the colors of its leaves in November, or how the different types of flowers bloom in a different season. It was the fall, and as if on cue, the autumn leaves blow themselves onto the sidewalk, scattering themselves across the pavement as afternoon arose on us.

Oh, did I mention us?
Ah yes, it was now me, Jong (but for some reason Key keeps calling him Jjong and even spelled that out in English letters), Tommy, Key, Onew, and Bryant at the back of my house.
My house was pretty small, but not too small for a regular family like mine. We sat at the table that was placed outside in my family territory. We had to lock the gate because Key noticed an opposum in one of my neighbor's front yards. I guess you could kind of say he got freaked out.
Scratch that. He was bewildered with fear.
"Aish~! What if that thing gets through that hole in your fence.?!" he panicked, pointing to the hole in my fence.
"Honestly, I don't care."
"Ya, Nikka! What's with you?" Then Key noticed the rest of the gang just hanging around the back of my house. We all had gloom written all over our faces.
"HEY! WHAT'S WITH THIS DARK AURA HERE?!"

Key's POV
Seriously, what's with this mood?
Then all of a sudden, I remembered what happened earlier when we entered the house:

~Flashback~
I remember her parents were startled at first when Nikka entered, along with us 闪亮 members tagging along. But, as soon as Nikka explained carefully to her parents what happened, they were happy, saying they were proud of her.
At least, that's what I came to understand. Inbetween her English, she started mixing another language into her conversation.
I got confused, so I asked Taemin what she was speaking.

"I'm pretty sure she's speaking in Tagalog." he whispered to me.
"What's Tagalog?" I asked out loud.
Jjong heard me, then responded for Tommy in a whisper, "Don't you remember when we went to the Philippines? Those fans who live there are Filipinos. Nikka's family is Filipino, so it's natural that she talks in her native language."
"Oh! I get it! Tagalog's a Filipino language!" ....I can't believe I said that out loud in English.

Nikka's parents are just staring at me in shock for just one second, then they started cracking up in laughter. Nikka followed as well, but quickly stopped when everyone looked at her. She bent her head down, mumbling, "Sorry," then it came to me that her laugh was a mix of Nickhun's from 2PM and Leeteuk from Super Junior.
I bursted out the supposedly suppressed laughter and I started clutching to my chest.
Everyone else started to roar with laughter, I presume.
Everyone except Nikka, who clung to her stomach, chuckling as low as she can.
Everyone except a little girl with big glasses, who noticed me and started staring at me.

".....what's SHINee doing in our living room?"

~End of Flashback~

It dawned on me that Nikka concentrated on her Chinese studies during her independent time, at least that's what Tommy told me later on.
That explains why the whole time I've met her, she's called me Key, she's called Onew Onew, she called Jjong Kim Jong (but she wants to know why I call him Jjong. She''l find out soon enough.), she called Taemin Tommy, and Minho Bryant. They were our English names.
So, she heard of us, but she didn't really know our actual names or was a fan girl at heart.
It almost broke my heart, but not as much as what the awful things Konini, her little sister, was calling Nikka.
I didn't even want to remember that moment.

Jjong's POV
Konini didn't want any part of what her older sister was involved in.
"AND STOP CALLING ME KONINI! IT'S CONNIE!!!" and just slammed the door in her elder sister's face.
This moment occurred after Nikka's father trusted us completely to watch his daughters as he and his wife were about to buy tons of items from the grocery store. I could tell by the long white paper he was holding in his hand.
Key was the only one speaking English at the time, and Taemin knew some of the language since he spent time here more often than the rest of the group did, so the 2 of them convinced Nikka's parents that we'd all be taking care of her.

"I'm her Kuya, after all! She'll be like a sister to me! No one shall touch her!" *sigh*Key, you can be weird at times.

But, what he said actually worked. I saw their smiles brighten as they left the house by car.

Anyways, back to the main point, Konini wanted to be called "Connie" and wanted nothing part of her sister's life. We were all standing in the hallway when the argument occurred.

"I think the nickname she gave her sister is cute. Konini. Yeah, I'll use that, too." Key thought aloud.
Really, what's this guy thinking? I glance behind me towards Minho, who seems to be mumbling something, looking above him. His head is about a few centimeters from the ceiling.

"....Konini." Then he blushed. No way, you too?!

Taemin's POV
We all went back in the house, in front of the locked bedroom which Nikka says she shares Connie with, and all of us pleaded at the door if she'd be able to work with us. Key-umma and Onew-hyung explained to her that she'll have our support if she ever remissed in her future performances.
I think she hasn't remissed our conversation, because the last thing she said was:

"I'll join if she leaves it."

Nikka, wide-eyed for the first time, stared at the door for a long time. I was pretty shocked as well, but not as much as she was.

"I saw them first before you did!" Connie kept pleading from behind the door. I could've sworn I heard her crying inbetween her shouts.
"I HATE YOU! YOU'RE A LONER, THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE! YOU'RE SO INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS AND INTERESTS! GO AWAY, LOSER!"

I couldn't watch this any longer. My best friend is just standing there in front of the door, mumbling, "I'm sorry." Do you know how many times she's said that? 58 times. Yep, I counted.
I made my way to the living room and took out my cellphone. I started dialing the number, and put the phone to my ear. After two rings the founder of SM娱乐 picked up the phone.

"Hello?"
"Hi, it's Taemin."
"Oh! Taemin from SHINee? Hello!"
"I have a favor to ask you. Do you remember that girl, Abby?"

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# random thougths @ 8:21 PM

Written on the 28th of May; Year 2010

Tommy ~ Taemin Lee
Kim Jong "Jjong" ~ Jonghyun Kim
Bryant ~ Minho Choi
Key ~ Kibum Kim
Onew ~ Jinki Lee

Konini ~ Connie
Nikka ~ Nikka :)

I haven't had time to post or translate anything lately, mainly because I have to think before I type.
The solution to my stress?
Keeping notebook!
I can write stuff in now, then later type carefree~! X-D
I know I've been meaning to update chapters on Guardian (my own fanfic story), but I've been super busy lately.
There's a lot of stress in my mind.
Ah~ow! My head!

Also, I'm sorry if the short prologue of Guardian threw you guys off.
Tommy (Taemin) & Nikka are not exactly going to get together.
I've been planning on making this story part "Sho~Ai", so, yes, unfortunately I'll twist this story around for enjoyment.

Please read Guardian. I may end up putting this on shineee.net forums. ;-)

Got to go! I think I have to get ready for a Fine Arts Night Rehearsal.
Oh God, I'm so hungry~! Hahaha~

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# random thougths @ 8:10 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I feel like not many people are reading my blogs, so it wouldn't matter if I post some of my real photos in my blog sometime soon, like, during the summer?
I realize maybe I should just be myself.
I hate being mysterious for a long time.
But for now, please still call me "Xiao Yu Dian".
I also posted up 3 pictures that I took by myself last year.
It was during a Knotts Berry Farm trip I went to with 2 of my best friends since middle school.
I think I'll still post idol pictures from the web, since I don't take a lot of pictures.
Also, I'm a moral supporter for certain asian singers/actors. :)

SHINee with uniform Pictures, Images and Photos

Formal dances or INformal dances?
To me, either is fine, but if you want to get loose and party, I'd go with INformal dances.
Formal dances are for organized events and mostly school formalities (still organized).
Lately, this school year, I've had half and half.
I went to a Winter formal, but instead of the dance being held at a more fancy areas than my school, it ended up being in a gym due to budget cuts.
Sadies Dance was where lots of people went to and got "busy", if you know what I mean....hahaha.... ;-)
As for prom, well, I'm supposed to go this year, right?
Since I'm currently a junior in high school.
But, it passed already.
And I didn't go.
Why, I don't know.
I guess I felt I should lose weight to fit in a cheap prom dress.
I'm kind of at the heavy side, but compare me to the other typical girls in my school, I'm sort of average.
Maybe it's because I wear sporty clothes or clothes thst boys would wear.
And that's probably why I STILL don't wear dresses or skirts anymore.
Which is partly why I should just go to parties rather than "dances" which requires formal dress code...

I need more vacation time.
I think everyone in school needs more vacation time.
Been getting more stress lately due to projects, reports, extra credits, skits -
can't take it anymore!
Need a break!~
There are times when it's drizzling raining, and I'm right inside the classroom, trying to concentrate on writing and studying, but then I look outside.
...do you know that nervous feeling you get when exams are coming up?
Then, I start to lose it, randomly asking aloud:
"Man, wouldn't it be great to just go to the beach at this time?"
Few people around me would look at me for a bit, thinking about how weird I am.

You know the longest talk in my life?
It was when I was on my new cell phone.
It was for 40 minutes!
Yes, that's long for me, because I don't talk much!
Hahaha~~~~!
It was one of my best guy friends.
And no, not boyfriends.
I talked for that long with him, and all we talked about was:
"What are you doing right now? I'm bored."
HAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!!!
Yeah yeah, we both had nothing to do.
I can also remember both of us telling each other about what we're watching.
He never talks much on the phone, so I keep asking him if he's actually paying attention.
He keeps saying yes, and that he's really bored so it was alright to talk to him.
But, I felt like a bothersome to him, seeing as I talk more around him than around anyone else.
It's just that I usually don't talk as much as I do now, being all "quiet, shy, innocent" and all that other stuff that I try to portray in front of most people.

Why am I so busy?
Maybe it's because I have so many responsibilities as a junior high schooler in America.
Just got a text from ChaCha system.
It's my daily horoscope.
It says:
Neptune, planet of illusion, makes it hard for you to keep your feet on solid ground now.
All is not what it appears.
Be cautious.
Does this mean I still have to keep being busy?

Awww~~~~ this sucks!

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# random thougths @ 5:56 PM