To search for one's true love,
you must first find your true self.
Don't just love yourself, though.
Love the people around you who truly care for you.
为了寻找自己的真爱，
你必须先找到你真正的自我。
不只是爱自己，虽然。
爱你周围的人谁真正关心你。
My Prince, please find me... 我的王子，请找我...
My name is Xiao Yu Di. I love Pochacco, Mangas, Reading, Cup O Noodle, Ramen, Muffins, Performing, Internet, Writing, Sleep, and one
particular guy.
我的名字是小雨滴。 我爱PC狗，曼加斯，读，杯Ø面，拉面，松饼，表演，上网，写作，睡眠，和一个特别的人。
Someone who likes to sing, shine, and at times shy;
Someone who's not afraid to show a lot of emotion;
Someone who's a few years older than me.
I'd date someone who isn't that tall,
but isn't that short (for me) either;
Someone who is average,
Someone who loves to write lyrics, watching movies, and learn Chinese
(I'm not Chinese either, but I'm learning).
Last off, I'll love a guy who has nice skinship,
who's not afraid to be a little bit bad sometimes, ;-)
and who's willing to spend time with an average girl...
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Saturday, August 14, 2010
Surprisingly Sleepy...
I'm like a freakin` vampire. Lately I've been sleeping around this time and waking up in the middle of day. Everybody Hates Chris is on right now. A rerun episode. Hehe~ I'm spazzin` over SHINee's new album right now! Yeah, I know, last month they released the CD and about 2 weeks ago I got it, but even now I still squeal over their performances and such! I'm addicted to SHINee fanfiction now. :P And now I think I'm slowly getting to reading Fahrenheit fanfiction again. :) I was supposed to be doing my summer projects. Yes, there's 2 of them. AP Literature and AP Government and Economics. Uggggghhh. I'm on my sister's stupid little laptop while she uses my normal "huge" one for her MV version with Tasha and a girl named Melissa of Super Junior's No Other MV. Take a look at it if you're reading this. Also, The Cab's Vegas Skies. You should listen to it. :) It's pretty cool. Found myself listening to it while I was reading a fanfic story. :P I should probably finish my projects soon, huh? Also, before school ended about a month and a half ago, our junior class was advised to send college applications and scholarship applications. I don't know the first thing to do that sort of stuff at home, so I guess I'll wait until school starts again. I know, a bit late, considering since applications end around December of this year for class of 2010 students. But, I just don't feel prepared yet. :( I'll only do things once I feel prepared. I'm still sticking to music as my major, or basically taking more arts as subjects once I get to college in September next year.
Throughout our hard work and efforts into extra practices, especially since we have newcomers here, our JG High School Drumline got 1st place in Division A! Yay! :-D I feel so happy! I feel so proud of my school! This year has been very special to me so far. I've finally gained a few more friends, and one who's very special to me. Although my GPA has decreased and have gone from a 3.5 to a 3.3, I'm still content because I just need to stay at the top 20 of my 2011 class. Plus, it turns out you don't need a really, really high GPA to get into a lot of universities. Nowadays, you need at least a 3.0 with honors and a list of activities you've participated during your high school life. If you have a 4.1 GPA but no activities, not that many colleges might let you in. If you do have that GPA and a lot of activities, then more praise to you. As for me, I'm thinking of enlisting into 4 or 5 universities. I want to major in music, and play what I'm good at - violin, vocals, dance (maybe), and mallets. There may be some foreign exchange programs, so I want to do that over the summer during my college years. Throughout it, maybe I could try getting into the "Asian" entertainment industry, like in Taiwan or in Korea. I want to become a singer, an actress, and a dancer. I also wish to perform beside SHINee, if I ever get the chance to practice dance choreography and whatnot. I think the first people I should meet in the entertainment industry are Fahrenheit, Danson Tang, and maybe others that I recognize on the internet. I know this may sound like a silly dream, but I can't help how I feel. This is my final ambition, and I wish to go along with it. I hope people would support me in the future, for I've morally supported other artists and actors in the entertainment industry. I've just finished reading Full Moon O Sagashite about a week ago. I believe the same dream which Mitsuki possesses. You can't help but think this is a great manga for inspired artists everywhere. Also, I've finished Beauty Pop. There's morals in it, too, but also a lot of comedy! Haha. If I could remember correctly, I think I've also finished Fruits Basket. That was the highlight of my sophomore and half my junior year. And if I could remember correctly, I think I've also read the manga series since my freshman year. So basically, I've lived my whole high school life based on Fruits Basket? Sweet. So is the story, if anyone has never heard of Fruits Basket and wishes to watch or read it.
Doesn't it seem that 2PM is showing more depression in their music and videos lately? It's like they're expressing their full emotions of fighting this dark burden, as if there is something missing from their lives. I'm betting full-on that it's Jay (Jaebom) Park from Art of Movement b-boy crew. If not that many of you people know, Jay used to be the leader of 2PM. Due to bad public image of one typical comment, he left Korea immediately, apologizing to everyone as he passed by the airport. That public comment was on MySpace. He stated a few years ago that he "hated Korea" or that "Korea sucks!" because he didn't understand much of the Korean language himself (although his origin is Korean). But that was before he grew to learn the language and gradually felt proud to be a Korean. Unfortunately, those anti-fans (fans who usually almost hate everything popular or a specific popular thing) of Jay's have been harrassing him (I've heard it as a rumor). That harrassment led him to believe he may harm not only himself, but his 2PM bandmates. So he left to Korea. Korean fans just stood silent as Jay left on the airplane. They were afraid that if they tried to speak out for Jay not to leave, his anti-fans would hurt them as well. It's pretty sad how anti-fans would go this far to push someone off their limits. It's alright if you don't like someone, just don't start changing the person's life unless that person may have harmed you in any way. In that case, Jaebom Park did nothing to anybody. That negative comment of his - any American with a mixed culture in them would make a comment like that. Supposed a Filipino American who knows only English goes to the Philippines. At first, the person may be uncomfortable because they don't know the Filipino language, and comments on Twitter that they hate the area that they're in. That's understandable. But what if lots of other pride Filipinos get angry with that comment? Then the person who made that awful comment will apologize with grace like Jay. Eventually, the bad mess will go down, sometimes slower if the person's a celebrity. Anti-fans will go far in order to reach their goal - to eliminate the person they hate and fill them with sorrow. Well, for all those anti-fans of Jay, guess what? He's at content right now. He may have been weak before (proof of weakness was when he left 2PM without much of a goodbye; he's the leader of the group 2PM), but now he'll slowly and gradually climb back to his feet and b-boy his way back to the top. Pretty soon, Jay won't just be in Art of Movement, but he'll also be back in 2PM. To all of Jaebom Park's fans, I am at your side. I will morally support Jay, Art of Movement, and 2PM over here in America. (By the way, the example I used earlier has nothing to do with me. I never left America yet.) You hear that, anti-fans? All of Jay's fans and I won't back down. You've just spreaded hatred all over the world. And for that, we shall fight back no matter what. Let's get 2PM to sing more positive upbeat songs again. We shouldn't be afraid anymore.
That's the time era that I have to work on for Language Arts Honorsproject.
I'm printing one of the source pages as I type at this very moment.
Hope the printer doesn't run out of ink. :-(
I'm in no mood to even think about homework this week.
In fact, I rather study the SAT Slam Word Book that I borrowed.
I'll just make it look like I'm doing more of my Italian Renaissance research.
Right now my sister is shouting out randomcolors to her Nintendo DS.
It's one of the old kinds where you touch only the bottom screen.
Hers is broken, too. ha ha
Our cousin let her have it. X-D
Again, I'm in no mood to do my DBQ for my APUSH class.
There is something stuck in my throat.
Someone came to the conclusion that I probably scratched my esophagus, which made me more tense considering the fact that I've been trying to get rid of it for 1/2 an hour during 5th period at school.
Man, the school is not good at taking care of their students much.
They won't give me anything to remove whatever's in my throat.
It still hurts.
Drum-liners were making fun of how I cough today because of my throat.
I swear, I never have respect.
Never.
It's as if I don't exist.
(By the way, I was eating a granola bar with cream cheese before lunch ended and students had to go to their 5th period.)
Speaking of which, 5th period was my French class.
A guy name Uriel suddenly comes up to me while everyone was talking in groups, asking me if I like "Anonymous". ;-)
You mean my best friend???
He asked me eagerly, and even swore on oath that if word would get leaked out, I get to beat the crap out of him.
I smiled, because now I know he'll keep it confidentially.
I said yes.
Sometimes, I unleash one of my many hidden talents if someone tries to listen and be all nosy in an A to B conversation, which is:
Make up a story and lead people into believing it.
You see, it's all in how look at people based on their personality.
Uriel and I were able to hide what we were actually talking about in front of Angel and Mhia.
You can use the nosy person's personality traits and turns it against them into another form of conversation.
Maybe this is why I don't have much friends, and when I do, they're only guys...
I'm going to be busy this week, so wish me luck!
To anyone who reads this blog, I'll try posting more blogs soon! ;-)
I was planning on taking the SATs, but my mother decided I should just take the exams when I'm ready.
It'll be very soon until the time for taking tests ends and I'll have to fill in my college applications.
Man, it's hard to be a junior in high school!
There's $89 I'll never receive to take exams.
I still need to buy a few essential school supplies from morning glory.
Man, I love that store. :)
Haven't been going there lately. :(
Ahh~~ I still remember when the guy with a moustache, who looked sort of like a thug (which some people I guess barely talk to but he's fun to be around), started going about, telling people's fortune on school campus with fortune telling cards.
I observed how the dude told each person's fortune.
(I couldn't remember his name at the moment, so I'll just call him Ah Ben for now.
He actually moved a couple of months ago. :[ )
For the last 5 minutes of lunch, I asked Ah Ben to tell my fortune.
The way he told everyone their fortune seemed really realistic.
Right before the bell rang (1 minute), Ah Ben told me that my future was about love.
He advised me to not jump into a relationship so quick, because at the moment it's not the best idea to even start one.
Following his advice, I thought about who I would have a crush on at the moment.
Because whoever my crush was at the moment was the person I'd have to stay friends for a while.
And I started to think of... a friend.
...man, how long until I actually get to find a prince to call my own?...
Anyways, yesterday was my school's 1st drumline show.
We've got 2nd place, but that was okay, seeing how most of the drumline are new players.
1st place was L.A. High, which coincidentally L.A. High hosted & always hosted the drumline competitions.
(L.A. High is another name for the real school's name, so it's not Los Angeles High, alright?)
But after we performed, we undressed our uniforms, and watched L.A. High's drumline.
They were actually pretty good.
LoL Half our drumline sat on the farther side of the gym seats from where we were at.
Did I mention yesterday was also Rahmel's birthday?
Well, it was also my sister's friend's birthday, but I knew Rahmel more than her, so... my bad.
Just now I finished watching Legally Blondes on Disney Channel. :)
Nice movie. :D
As I lay quietly on my recent updated bed, I've remembered January the 7th, when Ozzy finally joined the drumline.
He's now on the mallet line section, playing the chimes and the glockenspiel (a.k.a. bells).
I not only play the xylophone, I'm Section Leader of the Mallet part of the Drumline.
I'm still hoping for that one prince to pop into my life someday,but I've really been busy lately.:(
Here at the Cerritos Library. I was going to do my French homework while Mhia's typing, but I got sidetracked and I ended up here. I'm still busy, so I won't be translating for a while. More tests are coming, and where there are more tests, there is homework. :-( The reason why I'm at the Cerritos library is this: Cornell notes. My French teacher assigned our groups to make a presentation (PowerPoint) of Cornell notes. ".........?..........." Thank God all my friends (and 2 acquaintances haha) are in the group. There's Ozzy, Mhia, Angel, and Uriel. I wanna help type, too, but my typing is sort of retarded for some people, so Mhia claims she wants to do the typing part. Uriel's randomly on another computer, and I guess so am I. It was silly of me to bring RonRon along, but then again, Uriel & I noticed a lady around her 30's, taking a picture silently of her owl plushie doll. "............................." We're now almost done, but I'm guessing they might go to my house to finish the powerpoint...
Saturday, August 14, 2010
