To search for one's true love,
you must first find your true self.
Don't just love yourself, though.
Love the people around you who truly care for you.
为了寻找自己的真爱，
你必须先找到你真正的自我。
不只是爱自己，虽然。
爱你周围的人谁真正关心你。
My Prince, please find me... 我的王子，请找我...
My name is Xiao Yu Di. I love Pochacco, Mangas, Reading, Cup O Noodle, Ramen, Muffins, Performing, Internet, Writing, Sleep, and one
particular guy.
我的名字是小雨滴。 我爱PC狗，曼加斯，读，杯Ø面，拉面，松饼，表演，上网，写作，睡眠，和一个特别的人。
Someone who likes to sing, shine, and at times shy;
Someone who's not afraid to show a lot of emotion;
Someone who's a few years older than me.
I'd date someone who isn't that tall,
but isn't that short (for me) either;
Someone who is average,
Someone who loves to write lyrics, watching movies, and learn Chinese
(I'm not Chinese either, but I'm learning).
Last off, I'll love a guy who has nice skinship,
who's not afraid to be a little bit bad sometimes, ;-)
and who's willing to spend time with an average girl...
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Thursday, June 24, 2010
Another birthday about to pass by...
As the title states, I will be 17 years old starting in about an hour or so. In Korea, I'd be 18 years old already, depending on Time Zones. Like, right now in the U.S., it's June 24 at 11:30p.m. Also, right now in Korea, it's June 25 at 3:30p.m. And yes, I know, Michael Jackson died last year on my birthday. :( I wonder how it's going to work out tomorrow....?...... As for updates on this blog, I promise I'll post more about anything other thanGuardian chapters. After all, I have all summer.:) By the way, my last day of school was on Wednesday. Which means that now I am a senior in high school. :D Go, Class of 2011! Yeah, yeah, baby~! Heh. I'm listening to Replay by SHINee right now. Now I really wonder if it's possible to make a somewhat female version of that song. Like, maybe Oppa You're So Cute/Handsome? I'd totally sing that! Hahaha~ Seriously though, I even thought of a small tune in my head that's different from the original Replay, so I'm hoping that it's okay for someone to publish a song like that with copyrights authorized and sung out to public. Am I thinking of writing lyrics for Oppa You're So Cute/Handsome? Maybe.... ;-) Oh~ right now I'm listening to I'm Back by Danson Tang featuring Amber from f(x). This song is so hype! Gives you a nice feeling to dance, doesn't it? ^_^ Hmm.... I'll probably make another blog after senior graduation 2011. This is the only blog I'm controlling right now. Hehehe~ I'm thinking of having a masquerade ball next year on my 18th birthday. Whoever's reading this blog right now, you think many people would come? The theme for my masquerade ball would be something like from that music video of Juliette by SHINee. Yeah, that's probably going to be the theme for the masquerade ball. ^_^ Hope many people come to it next year! In that case, I should probably exercise more and lose weight, right? In order to fit into the right dress I want? Hehe... I weigh around 77.3 kg - that's a lot, huh! I'm also 157.48 cm in height. Weird, huh? I'm the tallest out of my family of 4! The shortest is obviously my little sister, but she's a sophomore now and 15 years old! And yet, she's 144.78 cm in height and 54.5 kg... Going off topic here, I'll be posting the last 2 chapters of Guardian. But, the chapters may be delivered in sections like the previous/latest chapter so far. Ah~I wish all my hopes, dreams, and wishes come true!
During 2010 of February, I signed up for a extra credit activity from my French 2 teacher. Who would've thought she meant the Salsa Club performing for spirit week. It was on a Hat Day. Yes, a Hat Day. Everyone thought my legs looked sexy with the black tights, but those tights were too small for me. While we were dancing on the quad stage, I felt my tights going down quickly, but you can't tell from the dress I'm wearing. We did all right, but I wasn't satisfied with my own part of the performance. At least I got the full 100 extra credit points for my grade. I ended up with an A in that class. :-) Every single day the question's been aired into my head:
Korean Pop versus Mandarin Chinese Pop?
I think both are all right, because Korean Pop gives you these dance moves that are cool to incorporate into your own creativity when it comes to dancing.
Mandarin Chinese Pop gives you this happy feeling like you can sing along and feel like a star.
If I would ever have to perform as a permanent national singer, I wouldn't.
Because I feel conversing into different cultures internationally is a good thing to broaden your horizons and point of view.
Even though it's just music, I'm seriously going to give this a tie.
I've heard that George Lopez has another show.
Man, that guy can be pretty funny.
He has a talkshow called Lopez Tonight during weeknights.
Please support this funny man. Hahaha.
When February passes by, it feels as if there wasn't a month to begin with.
A month of romance just passes by as if it didn't exist.
Well, not for me.
I'm still single, but not desperate, and that's how I still stay standing, never having my lips touch another person's...
Oh! I forgot!
I'm taking 2 exams this June!
Yup, yup, I have to take the SAT exam at NL High School and the next week ACT at another LA High School.
Doesn't it seem that 2PM is showing more depression in their music and videos lately? It's like they're expressing their full emotions of fighting this dark burden, as if there is something missing from their lives. I'm betting full-on that it's Jay (Jaebom) Park from Art of Movement b-boy crew. If not that many of you people know, Jay used to be the leader of 2PM. Due to bad public image of one typical comment, he left Korea immediately, apologizing to everyone as he passed by the airport. That public comment was on MySpace. He stated a few years ago that he "hated Korea" or that "Korea sucks!" because he didn't understand much of the Korean language himself (although his origin is Korean). But that was before he grew to learn the language and gradually felt proud to be a Korean. Unfortunately, those anti-fans (fans who usually almost hate everything popular or a specific popular thing) of Jay's have been harrassing him (I've heard it as a rumor). That harrassment led him to believe he may harm not only himself, but his 2PM bandmates. So he left to Korea. Korean fans just stood silent as Jay left on the airplane. They were afraid that if they tried to speak out for Jay not to leave, his anti-fans would hurt them as well. It's pretty sad how anti-fans would go this far to push someone off their limits. It's alright if you don't like someone, just don't start changing the person's life unless that person may have harmed you in any way. In that case, Jaebom Park did nothing to anybody. That negative comment of his - any American with a mixed culture in them would make a comment like that. Supposed a Filipino American who knows only English goes to the Philippines. At first, the person may be uncomfortable because they don't know the Filipino language, and comments on Twitter that they hate the area that they're in. That's understandable. But what if lots of other pride Filipinos get angry with that comment? Then the person who made that awful comment will apologize with grace like Jay. Eventually, the bad mess will go down, sometimes slower if the person's a celebrity. Anti-fans will go far in order to reach their goal - to eliminate the person they hate and fill them with sorrow. Well, for all those anti-fans of Jay, guess what? He's at content right now. He may have been weak before (proof of weakness was when he left 2PM without much of a goodbye; he's the leader of the group 2PM), but now he'll slowly and gradually climb back to his feet and b-boy his way back to the top. Pretty soon, Jay won't just be in Art of Movement, but he'll also be back in 2PM. To all of Jaebom Park's fans, I am at your side. I will morally support Jay, Art of Movement, and 2PM over here in America. (By the way, the example I used earlier has nothing to do with me. I never left America yet.) You hear that, anti-fans? All of Jay's fans and I won't back down. You've just spreaded hatred all over the world. And for that, we shall fight back no matter what. Let's get 2PM to sing more positive upbeat songs again. We shouldn't be afraid anymore.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
