10 AM in the morning, and my little sister and I ended up not going to Drumline practice due to heavy rain and the waxed band room floor that Ulises looks like he's having fun in.
Just running around, back and forth like an idiot.
And next thing you know, it turns into sunshine quickly around noon to 1 PM.
Still at the process of translating my English blogs of this year into Mandarin Chinese.But for now, I'm extremely busy.
For one, I need to eat because my mother says so.
If you're ever visiting our house, you MUST eat.
Feels like it's a rule or something here.
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Okay, now I've been done eating a long time ago.
Just got back from the mall.
Thought I would get to go to the library to drop books and pick up new ones, but I realize we only have time for that tomorrow.
When my family went out, they went to the bank after dropping off 2 of the kids that my mother tutors.
Afterwards, we all ended up eating out at the Goldilocks restaurant + store.
My father wanted to eat lomi, but it turns out they ran out of lomi! hahaha
He ended up eating mami. :-)
When we got to the mall afterwards, I could've sworn I saw Miko.
(Note: I'm starting to forget who's who from last year's blog posts, so I'll have to just use the 1st names of the people I interact with in my life.)
Now, I know a few guys named Miko.
But this is THE guy.
This is the Miko who's father had been friends with my father ever since they started working together.
This is the Miko who I've spent my childhood years with ever since I could remember practically anything at the time.
This is the Miko who I've counted how many girlfriends he had in the past.
This is the Miko who decided to lose contact with me after the 7th grade of February.
This is the same Miko who hasn't contacted me in 4 years, and who last year I decided not to call him Kuya anymore.
("Kuya" means "older brother" in Tagalog.)
As my mother, my sister, and I opened the glass mall door, I could've sworn I saw him coming right out past me.
He was a bit skinnier now, and he looked kind of just like me with the glasses he was now wearing.
It was typical of him to be with a pretty girl at the time.
This was today, and I even told my mother and my little sister what I thought I saw.
Immediately not looking back (and not caring), they told me it wasn't really him.
But I'm sticking to my gut and still definitely know that I saw him.
After all these years...
I really wished for him to be like an older brother to me again, but apparently life don't roll that way.
I'm typing really quick as fast as I can so that my mother could use the computer.
I spent about $39 at Anchor Blue and ended up with $38 in my wallet.
I wanted to save at least $6 for next week when I go back to school.
I figured I could give Roxane (Treasurer of the Anime Club) the money so she could collect all $30 together and turn it into the computer so that I can go to the Anime Expo.
So far, I don't think I'm there yet, but I won't give up on saving money! :-)
Plus, I need to save more money so that I can go shop good stuff downtown.
Like, around Chinatown.
Haven't been there since I was 10 years old.
I have a small red Chinese traditional blouse, and now I feel like I need to buy a new one.
I have a hunch that prices might be cheaper downtown anyway....
I'm planning to go Friday with my family.
Either that, or I can actually try to go with friends.
But then again, most people might probably say that they "have plans" and are "too busy" to go out on one night with me.
But, I mean, come on!
I barely go out with anyone!
And even my little sister acts like she's cooler than me simply because she goes out with people!
Just now my mother gave my little sister $8 from my wallet.
So now I have $30.
Starting tomorrow, I'll continue doing my homework.
I just wish I get to hang out with friends in the evening like other teens do.
It's just a matter of trust and closeness relationships with people.
I've been a good little girl for too long.
I NEED TO GO OUT!
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..................and now you see why I'm still wanting to look for my Prince.....................
I need him to rescue me from this nightmare of a boring, normal life.
I need him to at least go on dates with me and like me for who I am - looks, mind, and soul.
I need him to need me, because to him, ever since he met me, somehow he can't help but feel incomplete without me.
Please, if anyone's out there, please help me find my Prince.
Help me meet him.............
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